This time two years ago I landed in Berlin at the start of an unknown journey.  The future was open and I felt like I was jumping off a cliff into a fearful gaping hole!  I had no German language skills, very little savings and was unemployed.  But I had always wanted to try living in Europe and so, off I went.  A couple of years later and so much has changed.  Life is glowing – every single corner of it! This is partly because Summer has finally arrived, but also partly because I have decided to return to Australia very soon, which is a very exciting thought!

I realised the other day how normal Berlin life has become. I am now used to wandering down the street and hearing German (and Turkish) all around me. It is now normal to walk through the supermarket with google translate by my side, though I don’t need to use it so often anymore. I am no longer stunned by the thousands of varieties of yoghurt, cheese and quark on offer. I now know how to use the ATM and a train ticket machine without having to press the English option. I can navigate the public transport system. I can basically understand shop signs and posters in the ubahn stations.

I am able to register my address and know to allow at least a few months for my appointment at the Bürgeramt. If I apply for a share house, I always choose a native German speaker who can help correspond with the electricity and gas companies. I know how to post mail, pick up parcels, apply for credit and debit cards and organise a credit check in German. I can easily order my bread rolls, and my afternoon coffee and cake. I can now organise a bilingual classroom and communicate in limited German to school children, parents and random strangers on the bus. I can even play and sing a couple of German songs on the guitar and have an endless supply of German music on my phone.

I understand the realities of a deep, German Winter and why fairy lights and candles light up houses at this time. I can see where Christmas traditions come from and I can understand the intense joy of a blue sky in January, even if the temperature is -12 degrees. I know what it feels like to walk on a frozen lake and how you should never pack away your winter jacket, even in late June.

I can see how people can achieve wonderful things when they work together. I know what it feels like to be part of a international community.  I have learnt how easily miscommunication can occur between languages and why it is so important to be open minded and to show people how you feel with a smile.  I have learnt that it is not distance, but time, that makes communicating with family back at home difficult and that when living overseas, it is so important to have a strong network of friends around you.

I sometimes wonder how I ended up on this beautiful journey.  It is amazing what can be achieved if you just put one foot in front of the other and work towards your dreams.  I certainly learnt a lot more than I ever thought I would.  Germany has been so good to me.  I have had such a wonderful time here, but my heart is pulling me back home. Only a few more weeks left in Berlin – just enough time to tick a few more things off my list.  If I can make it into Berghain and Kit Kat one of these days, my experience will be complete!

How did you feel about returning to your home country after living abroad? 

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8 thoughts

  1. Beautiful post! You have had so many amazing experiences and learnt so much! We are so looking forward to having you home and even though it will be very different, I’m sure there will be plenty of adventures and wonderful moments ahead! xxx

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  2. Dear, beautiful Jenny, what a lovely post. And what a strange time lies ahead of you. I so understand the pull of Australia, the “divine ordinariness” and the love of family and familiarity. It so depends on to where you return. Find a bustling city village, maybe, where there is tangible evidence of life for someone who doesn’t know everyone and won’t get invited to the life that happens behind closed doors. Maybe find a German club where people will really be interested in your life in Germany… your family will care, but most people’s eyes will glaze over if you actually answer the question they might (or might not) ask about what is was like… My immediate reaction to coming home to country Australia after two years in France was encapsulated in the poem “Coming down”… I imagine there’ll be a few broody tunes from you!! I’ve loved your travels, your insistence on taking everything that was offered to you, on sharing it with all of us, on grabbing the opportunities that we simply don’t have here because of geography and time, and your open mind. Love you Jenny. You know my spare room… it’s still here! Bon voyage and welcome home soon.

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    1. Dear Liz, thank you for your lovely message! It is good to hear all your thoughts – where can I find your poem?! Would love to have a read! I’m very excited to set up my home in Australia now, near to friends and family, but yes, finding a German language group or something of the sort is a great idea! This has been a beautiful time but I am very ready for a sea change and for starting this next adventure. I know it will be a new learning curve, but there are lots of good times ahead. All my love ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️


  3. I’ve found moving back home to be a bit of a mixed bag, in that I was sad to be leaving, yet happy to be reunited with friends and family. I think there’s usually something about your home country that reels you back in in the end – be it the food, the weather, your friends and family or a job! Hope you manage to tick those last things off your list!

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